What is Relationship OCD (ROCD)? A Guide to Breaking the Cycle of Doubt

Have you ever had a thought or doubt pop into your head about your partner or your relationship? And then, instead of just letting it go, your brain turns it into an urgent mission. You start analyzing every interaction, every feeling, every memory. You might spend hours Googling, reading Reddit threads, or constantly asking your friends or family for reassurance, just trying to "figure it out."

But the more you try to solve it, the more uncertain and anxious you feel. It's exhausting, isn't it? Then more thoughts and doubts start to creep in: "Why did I have that thought? Does this mean I don't love them? Is this the right relationship for me?"

I've Been There, Too

I struggled with Relationship OCD for 2 decades and didn't even know it. It subtly caused me to subconsciously end or avoid relationships. I experienced persistent doubts, hyper-focused on our differences, and when I finally decided to face the fear, I had anxiety so bad I couldn’t eat or sleep. My mind would generate "rational" excuses to end things, making me question everything.

I know what it's like to feel like something is fundamentally wrong with you. But that’s not the case. Even if your relationship isn’t perfect—which nobody’s is—your brain is making a bigger deal out of things than what they really are.

So, What Exactly is Relationship OCD?

ROCD is a subtype of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder where the obsessions and compulsions specifically target your relationships. It's a relentless cycle of intrusive thoughts, feelings and urges (the obsessions) followed by mental or physical actions (the compulsions) you do to try and get rid of the anxiety (which don't actually help).

Your brain is desperately seeking certainty and perfection where it will never be found because it doesn't exist. When one worry quiets down, your brain will find something else to focus on, because an anxious brain is always scanning for danger—that is, until you retrain it.

Common ROCD Obsessions

The obsessions often fall into two main categories:

1. Relationship-Focused Obsessions: (Doubts about the relationship itself)

• "Is this the right relationship for me?"
• "Do I really love my partner?"
• "What if we're not compatible?"
• "What if I'm settling?"

2. Partner-Focused Obsessions: (Doubts about your partner)

• "Is my partner good enough?"
• "Do they have too many flaws?"
• "What if I don't like their laugh/nose/habit?"
• "What if they still love their ex?"

These thoughts are usually intrusive, unwanted, and cause distress. And ROCD doesn’t only focus on romantic relationships. It can be any relationship—friends, family, I’ve even worked with clients who had it with their pets.

Common ROCD Compulsions

A compulsion is anything you do to try to get relief, certainty, or perfection. Common ROCD compulsions include:

• Excessive Reassurance Seeking: Constantly asking your partner or friends if your relationship is "normal."
• Mental Review/Rumination: Spending hours replaying conversations or trying to "figure out" if the thoughts are true or "real."
• Comparing: Obsessively comparing your relationship to others (friends, movies, social media).
• Testing Your Feelings: Deliberately trying to "feel" love or putting your partner in situations to "test" your feelings.
• Avoidance: Avoiding intimacy or conversations about commitment to prevent triggering doubts.
• Researching: Endless Googling of relationship advice or "signs you're in the wrong relationship."

How to Know if It's ROCD or Normal Doubt

Everyone has doubts in relationships. But with ROCD, these doubts are:

• Intrusive and Persistent: They pop up constantly and are hard to shake.
• Ego-Dystonic: They typically go against your values (you want to love your partner, but the thoughts say otherwise).
• Distress-Inducing: They cause distress, anxiety, panic, or guilt.
• Accompanied by Compulsions: You engage in repetitive behaviors to try and neutralize the thoughts.

The OCD brain is looking for certainty and perfection for safety, but the problem is, neither of those exist. So even if you get the perfect answer, it never lasts.

The Path to Freedom: You Are Not Broken

The good news is, ROCD is a very treatable condition. My ROCD was debilitating at one point and kept me single and anxious for 17 years. Today, I’m happily married with an amazing family that brings me so much joy!

My mission is to help as many people as I can break free, stay free, and live free from OCD (all subsets), just like I have. Long-lasting recovery is about completely changing how you respond to intrusive thoughts, doubt, and discomfort. This is how you build true emotional resilience. This is what I teach in The REAL Method.

If you're constantly battling these doubts and compulsions, you are not alone. Leave a comment below and share your biggest struggle with ROCD.

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